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I don't even know what to say. I thought yesterday was pretty crummy, I felt waves of nausea all day. Couldn't even wear my wigs...the smell of them made me want to vomit. I was able to eat (this baby's not gonna lose weight, is she?) but slept most of the day.

today, all I want to do is sleep. I got myself up and finally took a shower, but I just want to go back and rest. I feel so guilty because I have my kids around, though there are grandparents who want to help take care of them, I feel like they are just running around too much and are bored. But I have no energy to give them today. What an amazingly frustrating feeling this is.

I think I will go back and lie down now. This sucks.